are you ever just hit with the overwhelming realization that you exist
I always have what I call ‘in body experience’ things. Like, suddenly it hits me that EVERYTHING is in my point of view. I’ll never see myself like everyone else does. I’ll never hear myself like everyone else does. But on the flip side, I’ll never see anything from someone else’s point of view.
But the worst part has to be the fact that it hits you that you’re you, you can control everything about yourself. You make your hands type. You make your hands move. Theoretically you should be able to make yourself smile AND YET…you still can’t control things about yourself. Somehow.
(Source: dontreadthismom, via ramblingeekette)